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the golden, rotting apple

by paper forest

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1.
alphabet 02:09
all in all in actuality I think you know what you've been doing to me and your words are ghosts as they fall off your mouth and lay dead on the ground where they wait to be stomped out everyone is talking shit about everyone I lit a match on my tooth and it burnt the roof of my mouth I stood right in the door but everyone, they still got out I'm too loud when I whisper might as well be dead when I shout I'm a thought, I'm a secret, I'm a word I'm your dead ghost now
2.
what kind of knot will you tie in your noose? will you try to make it loose? so either way, you end up in the news we just can't stop talking about you well, my neighbor kicks his dog and he spits right in her face he's mad about her four legs and finding out we're all the same we're all animals in a maze well, I heard you went to the woods in an attempt to find some gold 'cause you heard that metal is good but I know that metal is cold well, my neighbor's dog ran away she ran right through the open gate my neighbor cried and called her name but he knew that he was too late she is an animal sprung free from the maze she is an animal sprung free
3.
baby souls 03:37
we're broken souls we're all whole souls and we've been milking on the child that we'll become we're baby souls we're all old souls and we'll be milking all the children when they come we're tender souls we're all tough-skinned bodies and we're bumping up against the hardest bones we're fiery souls we're all raincloud souls and we've been bending all the softest of our bones with one last breath we'll breathe if there's any more air and with one last lunge we can see if we can all make it there with one more mallet we can try to make the rest of this fair and with one last breath we'll breathe if there's any more air and with one last lunge we can see if we can all make it there and with one less mallet we can try to make the rest of this fair we can take our hearts and try to make them into something to wear just to take it off and pretend that we really don't care standing proud and naked, pretending that we're really not scared we're all kids on our way to the park (so I'll see you there)
4.
collage #1 10:11
5.
don't drink all the rain it'll make all the wood in your mouth expand just like the heart that you put on my tongue and I held in the palm of my hand and it spread down my throat and it covered my hands and now I'm tangled in vines our wires are cut but I'm still on the floor crawling away from the chill up my spine
6.
embrace 03:56
revel in the wings of the transient and the roses but just long enough for one small smell and just long enough for the flight of the mind's lips to open-mouth kiss the notion of 10,000 years from now and wink her lying eyes in order to distract the senses from knowing that she is turning around to act out the mute dialogue of the untitled play written by the mindless hand of fellatio blow in the wings of the transient and try to stay sane dying in the wind of the transient the light dares you to remain embrace the fall
7.
I met your father in the pool and you were there and you were wearing your bathing suit and I was there and I was playing in the pool I met your dad and I recall that his name was... I tricked your mother in the pool and you were there and I took your bathing suit from you and I was there and I drowned your flowers in the pool did you know that I've been drowning since then? did you meet your father in the pool? and were you there? was that you who was wearing your bathing suit? and your mom? will you trick your mother in the pool? will you meet your father as a fool?
8.
friend 02:08
are you my friend? are you my friend, love, are you my friend? are you my love? are you my love, friend, are you my love? why did you go, love, why did you go? why did you go, friend, why did you go?
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10.
h. ships 07:52
oh god, when the numb from the ice that I melt from my thoughts turns my sleeves into cardboard my shirt tends to tear at the seams, and my sleeves they tend to sail away down that stream in the street where the curb and ground meet and the bugs are the birds in the sky the world will not see as my new paper fleet finds a new secret place to unhide we are sunken ships held at bay twice now and you're down undo the undone for now but what's left? the wings are unrelenting they tug at the heart as the days gray the eyes of the dogs they beat and they beat and the sound, sleeping comfort of love they make a thought force a smile and knowing they fly 'round the untrue ruminations of my mind we are sunken ships held at bay oh, didn't you know that the only way for you to see a face in the dark like this is with your eyes? my brain is a playground and I don't know what to do it spins and swings and it slides around you Jack left his scooter there, waddling helmet hair I passed by a heavy fence full of some greyhounds' necks stretched and those kids, they never moved a stepped the man with the wheels on his feet can now sing to me anytime of the week, anytime that you please house has plastic roots, the children all have moved so this is what I've become so this is what you've become
11.
holy flames 02:03
you're the young man in the room full of dreams you're the old dog in the building seams window-dweller in the glow of the beams from heaven's ceiling, alight with holy flames you're a small child in a sea of balloons you're floating on lungs in the summer glow room you see the eye in the sky as he winks at the joke 'cause you know we're all wind, yes you know that we're all smoke
12.
the ocean's going to drown the sun at the center of the earth is going to fall into the sun and the bottom of the sea breeze will break into your heart and let out all the rain and I want to kiss the clouds the sky that sleeps across the ocean floor will drink up all the birds will fly across the ocean floor and crawl between the clouds will start to pour out of your eyes the flowers that are growing in the ground will fall up to the roof will crumble straight into the ground and cover you like umbrellas opened in the living room in the house across the bay the ocean swimming up above the clouds will spit out all the fish will swim between the trees and clouds and slowly drown in the rain will start to pour out of your mouth
13.
one more for the god damn road for the rest of my life one more for the god damn night for the loss of my life one more for the god damn ghost for your god damn ghosts for my god damn ghosts it was the holy ghost in the god damn flesh and the god damn blood with your god damn shoes under my god damn bed pick up your god damn shoes under my god damn bed can't get your god damn love out of my god damn head
14.
this is an old song from me and I am an old heart for you well, I guess that I was wrong about me and I guess that you were wrong about you I was wrong to doubt you'd leave I was wrong about you I was wrong to doubt you'd leave your hills ain't golden no more they lost they're shine in the war between my head and chest the warm glow from your gold bones has left and I have decided that this old song will never end and I truly hate every single one of my friends with their assured reliance on anything other than their hearts and the forced disconnect of emotions that they create so they can't feel when they hurt each other I don't understand these quantum leaps in my presumed assurance
15.
subculture 02:42
we're hanging from the heartstrings of pulseless imagery that marches to the beat of the drum these gallows bend from the rot of redundancy consuming the hollowed appetites of the young gutted-wallet hearts whose lantern minds are occupied with wars on the abstract and rattle-boned fears of the Light on the Hill Cage being kicked by the Princes of Sand and Black Blood help to distract, they help to distract, they help to distract they help to pacify the masses oh, that love, that sound, that high, those fears, those lies these are the weapons these are the weapons of mass distraction this song is for you, my friends this song is for you, my family
16.
this is the air we breathe to die this is the death we need for new life I know that I do not know old growth is needed for new growth
17.
you've gone to where the gates are gold don't lose your fire, don't ever grow old behind that shy smile I know that you're bold so don't let them hurt you, I'll take you home the dawn is drowned in tears why do you have to go away from here? I'll hold you close, yea I'll hold you dear don't let them hurt you, I'll take you home I would walk the coastline for five-hundred miles alone I'd help you put your shoes on so we could walk back home you're the sand that's in my shoes you're a glimmer of hope amongst all the bad news you're the only win when I want to lose don't let them hurt you, I'll take you home you're the smoke that's in my lungs you're the age I'm turning that's keeping me young you're a steadier pace when the world wants to run don't let them hurt you, I'll take you home

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released June 19, 2007

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